I need to escape. But to where? Iíve no place to go. No where's safe now that they know Iím alive. Should have just done it. Just get on the damn plane and die with it. But I couldnít do it. Iím not ready for martyrdom, damn itÖ

So what if they warned us about love and how it would make us weak. I love her and thatís all that matters to me. I need her nowÖ